3:03pm

Crap! Woke up after like 4 hours of sleep then niceeee. flu! ='(
Then wanna tweet cause melvin asked me to tweet. But didnt. lol! Wrote in fb saying i hates flu !
Wah immediately got kelvin and yao xing asked me. lolol. full time stalker.

I still needs time okay. (:
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, TML'S my cousie 21st birthday but we not close. And no one close to me gg. very sad. So never go already. ah! sian..


8:33am.

Just reached home not long ago.

I dont wish to blog about ytd's stuffs. I'd told those who's suppose to know.

To you: i know you are reading this. I really need some time. Dont do this to me can you? 3 weeks. You may claim you'd already sort out your feelings and you know i may have like someone.
I really dont wanna hurt you! Please, give each other some time okay?
Love cannot be forced. Our trust is broken. A successful r/s requires trust. I know you know that. You may be confident in saying, yes i still love you. But, how can you reassure it to me? I dont want to get hurt again. Really again. 2 weeks of torture, is way way too much. That was my darkest period. With tears accompanied me all day long. That was very very scary.

Regret? i admit i regretted mentioning it. Then again, 2 weeks later. Everything is different. Much different from what you thought. You know i got alot of choices, i dont wish to limit myself to one. I need a guy who loves me wholeheartedly, cares for me all day long, listen to me as in, not to the extend like ordering you. Dont do things that i dont like. You know what im saying. (club, pub, scold, shout and many more - one year, you should know)
If not, i guess, i dont mind being single without hurting anyone. I think this will be the best choice. (:

I know you understand me very well. I'm glad you know im a good girl.

You are still playful, you wanna play. I didnt stop you.. Till now, please dont admit you are not in the playful mood. We are not few days of friends. I understand you.
Isnt it be friends much more better? I mean like, this is what you want isn't it?
I had already stop contacting you. Untagged all the photos of you and me. Im already doing what i should do, as friends. Replying your msges. Answering your call.

I think your life is very good now. Mine too.
Dont be so no confident okay. One yr, im sure that it wont change tt fast.

No more 0407. It will be memories. I know you are strong enough to face it. I can do it. Why cant you? (:

Time will test how strong our r/s will be. Takecare. (:



Right, last night went out to pray and to eat and sit down to chill. Headed over to mac and chit chatted with them. Life's good right now. Please dont destroy it..

Home aftermath . 8 plus reached home.
Checked movie timing. Shall see how tonight.

Alright, im gg to do some note-ing now.

Danny soh is crapping in fb now. >.<>.<

Sherwin is being ultra lame in my blog. Crazy fellow!