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edited again at 10:35pm

gone for good? i hope not. Will you still be there for me ?

anyway, jimson, i really thank you yea. Thanks so much for making me laugh like crazy. 1 korean gf, 2 local one. FUNNY LAH HOR! enjoy your supper yo! den sun bian go geylang ahahah! wth. lol!

hahha. thanks sebas( pls dont morning call me tml! thanks! lol) ,
galvin (hahaha, random man! but dont be so sad lah! have more confidence yea? ),
chopsticks( WAH! great time catching up sia, army life in tekong or the seletar camp or sth damn happening!) and
violet( GOODLUCK WOMAN! :D supporting you all the way! hahha. i hope you can find yours man! If not i can pester that chua one hahahah!) :D
yukai( YAYA, i know about the full speed shit thingy lah hahahaha! thanks thanks okay? I dont feel like going out to study leh, paiseh ah! goodnight!)

rehearsal was a fake one. haah! jimson went for briefing only and violet and all went thr for nothing! heard sebas saying only got sound out.. Nothing else. haha! heng ah! nv go down.

'so when i see girls in red, i look at their shoes' you sound damn sicko pls! hahahha.

for once, im happy again. but now no more! geylang for supper.. haha..
Chatted with plenty of people! From primary to secondary to poly siaaaaaaa! Damn happening!
but again, the xiong very disgusting. Who can help me sia! He kept pestering me NON STOP. EVERY DAY EVERY MIN. goddddddddddd.

WAH SEH! 8 mins ago, im chionging my sbr quiz. XIA SI WO. i forget to do sia! whole day got time but never do. LOL! qiu xuan can just bang wall and die i know. lol!

ALVIN, SHUT UP LAH. FEN TIPS LOSER. EVERYTIME ASK ONLY! CANNOT WAIT ONE LEH YOU.

Just now was fighting against the time, damn kan chiong and yay! sbr last quiz 10/10 ! woohoooooooooo! 10 windows now. Yet im still happily blogging. ahahah!
This quiz ah, make me go search dictionary.com sia. lol!

Tailgating
–noun
1.
the board or gate at the back of a wagon, truck, station wagon, etc., which can be removed or let down for convenience in loading or unloading.
–verb (used without object)
2.
to follow or drive hazardously close to the rear of another vehicle.
–verb (used with object)
3.
to follow or drive hazardously close to the rear of (another vehicle).
–adjective
4.
pertaining to or set up on a tailgate: a tailgate picnic before the football game.


HAHAHAHAHAH!


okok, my posts damn messy! i got too many things to say ah!!!

marina barrage! flyer! henderson wave! GAHHHHHHHH. I WANNA GO THESE 3 PLACES AGAIN AGAIN! who can bring me go mansxzsz. Though down there full of memories, again! Time still pass one sec by one sec! No time for you to slow down. (: LIFE GOES ON, right people?

I may not be able to let go yet, but i will try to live my life to the fullest! :D
like how someone told me to. haha! happy always. trying huh..

Im not that cold blooded to the extend that doesnt thinks of how people feels and does things to hurt them so badly that they cried for hours and hours. Can be up to 12 hours. (: and yet nothing changes.
Im not that cold blooded to the extend that can come up with something trying to ditch me away. I cant.
Im not that cold blooded person to the extend that can totally ignores me and yet left me alone standing there feeling god damn helpless.

Im glad many pulled me along. Im glad i got you guys. Really, much fun and laughters. Be it in school or at home or outside or yea. hahaah! I maybe laughing real hard this moment and then another minute feeling sad. BUT BUT, i promise you, i will be strong. No more tears anymore.

okay, pjm pjm. focussssssssssssssss ( k, this one say from afternoon till now, lol! i wrote something lah, i will chiong one! no worries man! :D)




He's still as cute as ever, silly boy. As thick skinned as ever, and high egos. haah! The only thing that he change was perhaps his character. His playfulness. yeap.
Im always laughing at what he does. Lol! Never fail to make me laugh at his actions. hahahaa. Saw something on fb and blog. so cute. For that moment, i was laughing in front of my laptop alone. HAHAH.
caring, loving, handsome, cute, nice, sweat. (:

edited at 7.03pm..

I just saw something that makes my heart sink deep to the bottom. I was shocked to see he went into single.
I thought he changed from r/s with names, to single and back to r/s without name for, he's with her.
I thought its my wishful thinking and that i should have change it back to single again.
I thought im doing the right thing. BUT IM WRONG. ='(

Then again, i realize, im fucking foolish. When i saw he changed to single, my heart sank. hai..
For, i thought he in r/s is WITH HER! fuckkkkk, i damn dumb.
I didnt know it was me! ='(

Few days of not contacting. i feel damn uneasy. But what to do! I got to let him do whatever he wants and i wont or cant stop him. I hope he's feeling better now. without me by his side.


all i wanna say is, i love you still. hope things will change and get better than ever. I have not changed yet as for your infor. I pasted my name on my laptop too! How about you?

Did you removed the cute lil thingy on your laptop which i pasted to surprise you? (:
Are you still using my browny pouch with big bear on it ?
Does your iphone still have 0407 marked as first yr?
Does your pillow still have my smell?
Does your wardrobe still have all my zha ba langs inside? and earings and toothbrush on the table?
Is your table still messy as ever?
Did you place your money anywhere, anyhow still?
Is your keyboard dying or still the same with ctrl spoilt, 'y' gone?
Is the 0407 folder still in your comp with all our pictures in it?
Is your 'stained' flying ultraman key chain still intact on your keys?
Are my 2 zi lian photos still in your iphone?
Is your doggy still on your bed? which i choose to hug it instead of you sometimes? (:

All maybe all these are gone. gone for good. All my wishful thinking again! stupid qiu xuan.

So many things i wanna say to you, but i choose not to do so in case you get angry again.
goodbye boy. Rest well and endure with your last few weeks of attachment.







right! 5:12pm! :D

Time passed real fast today siaaaa!

Headed to school at 10 am ! heheh. Im early for FEN! (:

Ytd i slept at 3.30am. lol! Doing nothing, really. Study also nv study much. Some asshole guys came talking to me. LOL! Then at a moment, i got gastric pain. GAGA! serve me right. Then i went mia for awhile, Mr chua started nudging me. lol! lac lah . Wont die man.

So , today supposed to be going down to marina! To see mr chua, wei xuan, ben, kelvin tan. NOT. lolol! I wanna the goodie bag only. =/ i like bean bean and the heart heart. Gave one to jeff btw. so yea, left one. (:
No planes, no fireworks i guess so im lazy to go down. Nv meet my clique also! I wanna rot STUDY at home today lah.

Damn lazy lah, 5:45pm show starts leh. Forget to bring pass to school! dumbbbbbbbb. Now i cannot see the nobody nobody but you dance. LOL!
Anyway, fen revision today! Rushed through sia, kinda pehchek.. Cannot catch everything.
Then when he showed us the table for the performance based. i felt someone looking at me. LOL! dex tey siol. Oribi quack! Is you dont want to listen to me one. hahahaha! loser. =p

Rmt lect, last lect last tut! I sneaked into the class cause my class at 5 leh. I den dont want. Then attendance was taken! hahahahah! nizeeeeeeeeeeee.

Ytd facebook was so happening! and yahhhhh, sebas and yong boon saw me ytd afternoon! But i didnt see them sia. lol! both came up and told me this. Abit too late not?

Today saw yu kai! :D Talked to him throughout the journey and tang pei yi posted up my picture up to her project or sth! damn maluszsxz.

Kay, den when i tried to study on bus, i cant sia! Tireddddddd. oh yah, one strange uncle walked past me and say hi. like errrrr? er xin. haahah! er = son, xin = heart. HAHAHAHAAH!
-.- = tired. bb = angry. JIAO WEI

Ytd was crazy over flyers! hahahaah. hell lor, i keep mentioning i wanna flyer during my birthday. LOL! who's bringing me go? HAHAHAHHAAH. Got this couple meals worth 199 . lol! Now single how to sia. lololol.. no choice but to ditch that thought. GAH.

k, pjm time! :D