Everything is a lie

Everything is a lie. A total lie.
Whatever you said during the one whole year are lies..
I trusted you, yet you just make me fall so badly.
You lifted me so high up and now you threw me all the way down to the bottom.


Every year celebration, Promise to marry you, love me the most, 'darling! happy 18th birthday and incase u forget, its our 3rd month! =D i wna spend with u, every year k? =) ' , 'darling im slping alr! i want u to hide in my arms every night! weii dun slp late hor. turn in early! wo hen ai nii (: ' , ' i wna hug u! my pillow has ur smell =( i need u to slp with me. my life wouldnt be perfect without u. darling, please promise me, u will not leave me in any circumstances! ' , ' happy 2nd months! darling, i will love you twice everyday. sincerely hope we'll last til we old, laughing at each other white hair.. (: baby, i love you.'

I kept all these msges in my phone and will nv delete. but all these promises all gone.
Last till old. We are not now.
Life wouldnt be perfect, i guess you dont need me anymore..
Leave you in any circumstances, you mean this kind of situation? I already promised you i wont leave you, why must you do this to torture me and you..

i seriously dont know why all these are happening to me.

Firstly you say you wanna freedom, if you want it. Why did you go and find another one?

yea, you say its not serious but what for?

Are you trying to agitate me and make me go off? Is this what you want?
Congratulations.. You and wei min will be the best couple. I congrat you.

You wanna play, right. you are playing way too far, way too much.
Im here trying very hard yet you alr gave it up.

I really dont know what to do now. Thanks for making me feel this way. Thank you.
Everything is a lie, is a dream.. That will never last till im not in this world.