I realize, whatever i did was all wrong. really..

Im sorry, mummy..
I regretted. There are so many things i wanna tell her yet i cant.
She kept mentioning his names like" going out with him ah?" " where is he?" "Msning him ah?"
Then every fri i will not be coming home so early, but last fri morning she said:" aiyah, cfm wont come home so early one right? " i didnt dare to tell her but to say, no ah.. coming home tonight lah. need to study leh.

Sigh, I really dont dare to tell her this thing. I hope 2 mths later , things will change and i wont need to say any stuffs to her. Just live the same way as i do from 040708.
As for this time of period, i hope nothing will happen. My nothing i guess you should know it.

To someone: Not abt regretting being with you, in fact. I loved every moment i had with you. I swear. I treasured you alot but i guess, right now. You no longer love me anymore.. Im sorry for whatever things that i had made you so angry. Today is 13th month. But we no longer able to celebrate it.
I dont know if you still rmbs it not, but i will rmb it forever, deep in my heart. 0407. We chose this date cause of my birthday. I love you. (:
The things you gave me, i still keep in well in the box. Esp the necklace. I love it alot alot.
My birthday is coming, i dont know what will happen, but i rly wish you will be there for me..

Once again, thanks for everything. I hope you wont be so foolish to do such things. Please dont continue with what you are doing now. You will get hurt sooner or later.
As an outsider, i can see things very well.. Maybe you are not now, but please think okay? I dont want things to happen to you. Please takecare of yourself.

with much loves,
your diana darling.