day 1.
I hope nothing changes, instead i hope it will become much more stronger. I hope i can do it. I will show you the strong diana darling. I dont know what is your reason for doing it. But, i wont ask anymore questions.
i love you alot alot.
I hope you will still come my blog everyday like how you used to and tag me everyday.

i will still update my life in here so you will know what im doing.

i slept at 11 plus last night but suddenly woke up at 3 plus, couldnt sleep cause i was thinking of you consistently. I cant help it. I managed to sleep at 7am. It was then i realize, there wasnt any morning call at 8am. I texted you and called you but no answer. I scared you were late for work. Anyway, kept recalling the days. I know im stupid, but it just flash back unknowingly. No doubt, i teared twice silently and once very 'loudly'. I hate the way im behaving now. But i just cant help it. Im too serious in it..

Many questioned me on why did i cried so badly ytd. To those who concern about me, i hope you wont ask this anymore again. When i tried to answer, my heart aches again. sorry guys.

and thanks to two of them. I shant say out their names. I really thank them. Thanks for holding onto me.

alright, had one proper meal for whole day even though i had no appetite and now i got gastric pain. But this time round, i really got no appetite to eat. I shall let it pain. =(
For the past three days, i kept feeling headache, shoulder aching and keep wanting to vomit but you see, i didnt eat. Therefore, there wasnt anything for me to puke..
I feel that my fever coming soon but whatever. i wont care much about my health anymore.

anyway! im here rushing for my sbr project and later on pjm project.

Once again, i hope you can make it on sunday.