Many things have been going through in my head but i cant voice them out. Damn sucky!
No family stuffs over here. i know them myself very well will do. All i can say, Im not as good as what you all think. (:
Reality is ugly, very.

I need assurance. i need some security.
Whenever i tried to voice out something, some negative stuffs will be shoot back to me.
I guess this is what i deserve it. I wanna be like a baby, no worries, no problems, no stress, no nothing! How nice.. All i need to do will be wake up, drink milk, sleep! hahahahaha! That's so nice..

But you see, this is all my wishful thinking ! hahaha. so naive!
plans plans. I got no plans. I got no aim. I got nothing! hahaha.
maybe i got some people who are there for me.. (:
Must be optimistic! lol..

optimistic or pessimistic also got to pass everyday. Why not stay optimistic? yea, easier said than done! lol!!
This is so not drama, this is real life! :D


alright, back to life!
hmmm, stayed at home today to do some of my project. Not fully done of course. lol..
he came over to my house after his training. (: I like this kind..
went out to eat zi cha; curry fish head, claypot tofu(supposingly to be tie ban but lol! mistaken), and lastly i dont know what name of the item again.. hahahah!!

home after that.. and here i am.

Its 10:04pm again! every time i will look at the time and it always happen to be 10:04pm. lolol!
its SHI YUE SI HAO! hahah. meaning 4th of oct! :D the day i was born!
okay , this is random. back to project now!

byebye! :D