I thought i made the right choice. But for now, everything seems so blur, so scary.

I hate reality.

You are way too scary.
I dont know what is coming up next. Way too scary for me to believe you.
Tears everyday.. This is how bad it is.

I dont wish my oct to be like that.
Aug is already a ultimate bad month. I guess, sep can be on par.

This is totally a nightmare. When will it end?

My jaw still hurts. My head still hurts. I cant turn quickly. Sucks.

I hope you know what you are doing. But i dont think you know yea.
Contradciting it may seem. and yes, it is.

Twice everyday, you failed to do so. for, i dont see any. I feel like, its coming forward, yet moving backward two times more. You get what i mean?

well, i cant see your actions. prove? you asked me just wait and see. I still got those msges. Do i still need to spell all them out?

Did it get any better? i guess no? Worst instead.
tell = report. Very ridiculous.
club= freedom. I dont get the link.

anyway, its getting worst than ever. Reason being: bo chap atittude. (: that's all i wanna say.
bye.


and sorry to my friends, i dont mean to do these to you all.
Please forgive me ya? I will settle this as soon as possible.
Im also hate this feeling but no one is taking any initative. I cant do anything either.
The actions, the attitude.

sorry guys.